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hi!!! i'm ethan j
a cyber angel from the life dimension, trapped in mortal flesh and wielding the power of
INFINITE LOVE.
on the internet I go by computer games, chillerbag, ars arcanum, or drones in the sky over new jersey.
I'm a software engineer increasingly trying to become better at my creative pursuits in and outside
programming as I find it the ultimate fulfilment.
This site is raw html, css, and js. I want to do more
of it in js but I don't have any concrete ideas right now. It's also still under construction!
Every other day I'm wonderin:
what's a human being gotta be like?
what's a way to just be competent?
these sweet instincts
ruin my life.
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currently reading
Yeah I was gonna read some Parenti after Foucault but I'm a little critical theory exhausted. Honestly, haven't read much Joyce so just starting this one out of a bit of a sense of cultural obligation. So far its alright, I really enjoy the free dialogue, it's hard to make that style of writing well refined because we all start by writing stream of thought and then condense it. Its impressive how it manages to feel refined despite this.
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currently watching
Revue Starlight. uhh. You know when you're a kid and you imagine your very banal activites as some grand battle and the people in your class as these kind of unique antagonists and protagonists? That's what revue starlight is about, the magical realism we conjure up in our own minds to make the standardness of existence tolerable. Well I guess that puts me somewhere in the middle. It's pretty and surprisingly absurd.
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currently playing
Fire Emblem Awakening, a lot of fun. I really do enjoy the god complex it gives me when making characters fall in love. The strategy components are pretty fun, if not for the fantasy of being part of a group of revolutionaries.
